My husband, Liam, died on a rainy Thursday night.

That was the sentence everyone used, so I used it too. It was clean. Simple. It did not say what the sentence really meant, which was that one wet curve outside town split my life in half.

The police said he lost control of the car. The road was slick. His tires were worn. There were no witnesses.

They called it an accident.

I believed them because I had no strength for anything else.

Liam was careful in all the small ways that make up a life. He checked the locks twice. He kept jumper cables in the trunk. He filled the gas tank before it dropped below half. He still used the same old keychain he had for years, a plain metal washer our daughter had painted blue once and declared fancy.

At the funeral, people kept saying the same things.

“He adored you.”

My sister, Grace, stayed by my side through all of it. She handled food, answered calls, got the kids dressed, and kept pressing tissues into my hand. Our daughter Ava is seven. Our son Ben is five. They clung to me like they were afraid I might vanish too.

Afterward, I moved through the house like a ghost. I slept on Liam’s side of the bed. I wore his old gray sweatshirt. I played his voicemail just to hear him say, “Hey, honey. I’m on my way home.”

Three days after the funeral, his boss called.